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One Night Sin – Maddy & Declan's Story (Chapter 7)
I wake up to the sound of birds chirping. It's morning now, and it seems fitting. Also, going to be deadly honest with you and say that I much prefer waking up this way compared to some of the ways I woke up back in seminary school with my roommate in the apartment.
Listen, if you thought the sex sounds were bad before, it's on another level when you're a guy waking up to them. Yes, I took a vow to resist the temptation of the flesh, or however you want to word it. Celibacy. No sex. Easy, right?
Yeah, uh… I decided it'd be a good idea not to masturbate, too. Now, I know what you're thinking. Of course you shouldn't masturbate, Declan. It's a sin.
And to that I would say:
We're going to do a quick thought experiment here. Yes, I'm in seminary school, and I'm planning on becoming a priest, but that's literally the whole point. In order to guide others, you have to have a vast understanding of the world as a whole, both spiritual and otherwise. I've had a lot of conversations with different people about this kind of thing, too. Mainly women who are trying to seduce me away from my vow of celibacy and convince me that I'm being too hard on myself.
I know I'm being too hard on myself. I don't need them to tell me that. We'll get to that later.
Anyways, here goes. Here is our quick thought experiment. Are you ready?
The first way of thinking is that masturbation is a sin that should be avoided at all costs. Just don't even fucking do it. God won't hate you or anything, because I'm pretty sure God doesn't hate anyone, but he's going to be like, look, Declan, I'm a little disappointed you were masturbating and I really think we should work on this.
So you just don't masturbate because you don't want to disappoint God. Easier said than done, but whatever.
The second way of thinking is basically the same as the first, except you masturbate anyways, and then when you go to confession you confess your sin and get absolved. This one is actually pretty easy, and if I had to guess it's the option most people take.
The third route gets into some grey areas, though. To start, is masturbation actually a sin? Yes, there's plenty of references in the Bible that you can quote, but we have a better understanding of the world nowadays, right? The obvious example here is that the Bible also talks about having slaves and how to treat them, and the world as a whole isn't really into that anymore.
Does that mean we should reconsider masturbation as a mortal sin? Some say that we should, especially because of…
The fourth and slightly final thought process you can go through is that not only is masturbation not a sin, but it can be a healthy activity. It reduces your desire to fall into temptation, for one. I mean, that's how it's supposed to work, but I'm not entirely convinced, at least not for me. I wanted to fall into temptation with Maddy a whole lot of times before I masturbated, during masturbating, after I masturbated, three weeks after not masturbating, and probably a lot more in between.
I'm sorry, God. I'm weak and I'm trying really fucking hard here. I'm still a work in progress. I think we'll figure this one out together.
Did you know there's a lot of health benefits to masturbating? Supposedly it can help prevent things like cystitis, diabetes, and cancer. Who knew?
Scientists did, I guess. I'm not a scientist, I'm in seminary school to become a priest. I just looked this shit up online. Mostly I did it when I was stressing over trying not to masturbate. Like, hey, maybe masturbating isn't so bad? I can modify my vow of celibacy here, figure some stuff out, and…
Did you know a really good way to lose an erection and the temptation to masturbate is to search Google for a bunch of scientific articles on the benefits of masturbation? Yeah. I found that one out awhile ago. I'm a fucking revolutionary over here.
The point I'm trying to make, that I'm about to get to, is if you decided not to masturbate, and then you stick to it for months at a time, it's incredibly difficult to wake up with morning wood and then hear the sounds of your roommate banging away at some girl in his room across the hall from you. It'd be so fucking easy lay on my back, pull down my boxers or pajama pants, or whatever the fuck I'm sleeping in, and get some sweet release.
My fingers fit really fucking nicely around my erect cock, that's all I'm saying. God works in mysterious ways like that. Going to be honest and say I'm not a huge fan of this one.
Also, a really terrible side effect of not masturbating for, uh… fuck, it's been over a year now, hasn't it? Yeah… I'm seriously considering having an anniversary party. Maybe getting a cake or something. For myself. I'm not inviting anyone else. How weird would that be?
But yeah, the side effect is that you wake up with a throbbing erection more often than not. I'm kind of used to it by now. It's either that, or every so often I have a wet dream. I can't control that one, though. Seriously, I went to confession early on in this probably misguided vow of celibacy I'm doing and asked a priest if having a wet dream was a sin.
I didn't ask my regular priest back home, because I was at college. There's plenty of priests at seminary school, though. That's sort of how it works, you know?
Wet dreams are not a mortal sin, because in order to qualify they'd have to be deliberate. Except you're sleeping, so it's not deliberate.
What if you have sex with someone in your sleep, though? Also not deliberate, right? So not a sin? Guess who looked this up on Google after going home from confession? Seriously, just take a guess. I'll even give you three chances, but I don't know if you'll need them.
Google is surprisingly unsure of the answer, actually. Except if you think about it a little more, sleeping in the same bed with someone is already kind of questionable. It's a temptation to sin for no compelling reason.
Anyways, the point is this:
1 – I wake up with erections a lot.
2 – I went to sleep on the sun porch back home last night.
3 – Maddy was asleep right across from me. She still is, actually.
4 – Do I even need a four? I think we know where this is going.
I wake up to the sound of bird's chirping, with a throbbing erection pressing tight against my pants, and a heavenly view of my stepsister. She lays there, completely unaware of all that's going on. That's sort of how sleep works.
I wish that was the end of this, but it's not. No fucking way anything is ever this easy.
I think she's having a dream. She's definitely not awake, because I kind of rustle around, thinking maybe she is awake but doesn't realize I am. But, nah, she's not. The thing is, I don't know what she's dreaming about, but, uh…
Her mouth opens a little and she squirms on the wicker sofa. She's laying on her back, one hand holding onto her breast, while the other is… I don't actually know where it is, but it's under the blanket somewhere. It's not like the blanket's going crazy or anything. I don't think she's masturbating. Also, she's asleep, so even if she is masturbating, it's not deliberate, and not a sin.
I'm deliberately watching her. Yeah… very deliberately… this is an entire different matter altogether, though.
Come to think of it, I don't know Maddy's stance on masturbating, either. Is she the sort of girl to do it, and then go to confession about it later? I'm extremely behind on my scientific knowledge in regards to the potential health benefits of female masturbation, too. I also never thought about what a priest would say to a girl confessing to him about masturbating during a confession.
I don't know why I never thought about this. Thinking about it now kind of makes me take a step back and really think about if I've never thought about it. Going to be honest, it seems like the kind of thing I would have thought about, but… nah, I don't think I did.
Until now. Until I woke up with a throbbing erection and noticed my stepsister possibly masturbating in her sleep right across from me.
I have the best luck, don't I? Seriously, the best. Thanks, God. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from evil. I got this.
Slow, so I don't wake Maddy up, I shift out of the wicker sofa I slept in and move to stand. Not only do I not want to wake her up in case she's dreaming about masturbating, but I'd really prefer not to wake her up while I'm standing in front of her with this huge erection straining against my pants. How awkward would that be? Neither one sounds like a good time to me.
I make it. I'm good. I can do this.
Tiptoeing to the door leading outside, I go into the backyard and decide to take a walk. Just around the block or something. I'll check out my mom's garden, too. She loves that kind of thing so she spends a lot of time out here in the summer.
Hopefully by the time I get back, someone inside the house will be awake so I can get inside.
Also, sorry, God. Sorry in advance. It's just…
I take one last look back at Maddy before I close the glass door to the sun porch. She looks radiant even when she's mostly covered by a blanket. I know I shouldn't be thinking about this, but I can't help but wonder what she'd look like in the middle of having an orgasm.
Yeah, I'm definitely going to confession later this morning. Fuck.
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This was a fun part to write. I like the contrast between Declan's desires and Maddy's temptations. She's never given in, so I think she's got a slightly sweeter viewpoint, but I wonder if Declan could be very sweet to her, too? Hmmm…
Maddy's dream is coming next week! I'm really excited about that one. It's not too crazy to start, but maybe I should do a bonus scene with an alternate dream. One that's a little steamier? What do you think?
I've got a lot more planned for these two, so I hope you're enjoying their story. I'm also working on some other secret projects to go along with this. Caleb and Scarlet are coming soon, and I even have a surprise for you regarding Ethan and Ashley! The Two Year Anniversary of Stepbrother With Benefits is this month, so I thought I'd look into doing something special for it. Maybe another celebration event like last year, too.
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